Absurdity Of Me

Hi, D! How are u? It’s been a long time huh?! Two weeks likes two months. I already miss u a lot. There are so many things that i want to share with u. My cousin has passed away. She’s just 29 years old and has 1,5 years beautiful daughter. She had tumor and it made her sick. Maybe it’s the best way for her to be unsick again. May her rest in peace now. U know D, it reminds me something. That life is short. Too short. Maybe when u think that it’s just the beginning the truth is that’s the end. I begin to talk about our complicated life D. Not only yours or mine. But people’s life. Time becomes so fast lately. I have grew up and become older. Many things i want to do D, before im too old. But im too afraid to take the first step. What do i have to do D? Should i take risk and just be spontanious? Honestly im afraid D. Im afraid that i run out the time and couldn’t do that. If that happpens, i will regret myself.